Just gonna stand there and watch me burn ~
Well that's alright because i like the way it hurts ~

Woke up,
Got to go to the Nirvana Memorial columbarium in Old Choa Chu Kang,
Wow, i just did some research
S'pore's 6 star columbarium!
http://forums.sgclub.com/singapore/six_star_columbarium_185737.html
But before going there,
Went to Upp. Thomson's Hans for brunch,
Off to this Holy place.
GOSH!
Its super super high class,
Looks like a hotel, but of course for the deceased.
No wonder 6 star,
They got still different type of niches,
Got one is super class,
You need to tap a card,
And its to open the door to enter,
And they will also light up your deceased family member and open the door of the niche.
But of course $$
Then we explore round, old man was the guide.
AND SAW THIS!





This is a room called what shang di something.
Purpose is to put..
舍利子 !
As they havent official open this columbarium,
So the 舍利子will come when they officially open.
GOSH!
Not only the deceased can R.I.P here,
I am also R.I.P (Really.In.Peace)!
Kekekeke,
Holy Path~
So we leave,
On the car,
Because the family was talking about somethings,
And linked to boon,
GOSH!
I didnt know my dad got such good impression of boon as a good boy,
And didnt know my mum knew so much of how much boon protected me in school!
Gosh..
I really miss those days.
He is like a brother to me.
GOSH!
Emotional already.
Find someday when i am older to find him out for a drink or something.
Nows not the time..
Then back home,
Blah blah blah.
Walk with my dad to loyang point for dinner.
Super looong chats,
And no doubt he is the one that can truely judge a person.
Moral: Dont demand.

I realised why i felt something missing after being in poly for sometime.
Reason: Myself.
I found the reason why i felt different from sec and poly.
Reason: Not Myself.
I lost track of what i aim to be, how i treat people and etc.
Or basically: My Law in Life
Now i am following the crowd then to follow who i am.
Now Complained, confused and question about what others do.
I guess i should do what i think its right;
As long as i fulfilled my task,
I should not mind what response i get.
I love you,
You hate me,
At least i love you.

I can lose the whole world,
Just hope i dont lose myself.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn ~
Well that's alright because i like the way it hurts ~

Woke up,
Got to go to the Nirvana Memorial columbarium in Old Choa Chu Kang,
Wow, i just did some research
S'pore's 6 star columbarium!
http://forums.sgclub.com/singapore/six_star_columbarium_185737.html
But before going there,
Went to Upp. Thomson's Hans for brunch,
Off to this Holy place.
GOSH!
Its super super high class,
Looks like a hotel, but of course for the deceased.
No wonder 6 star,
They got still different type of niches,
Got one is super class,
You need to tap a card,
And its to open the door to enter,
And they will also light up your deceased family member and open the door of the niche.
But of course $$
Then we explore round, old man was the guide.
AND SAW THIS!





This is a room called what shang di something.
Purpose is to put..
舍利子 !
As they havent official open this columbarium,
So the 舍利子will come when they officially open.
GOSH!
Not only the deceased can R.I.P here,
I am also R.I.P (Really.In.Peace)!
Kekekeke,
Holy Path~
So we leave,
On the car,
Because the family was talking about somethings,
And linked to boon,
GOSH!
I didnt know my dad got such good impression of boon as a good boy,
And didnt know my mum knew so much of how much boon protected me in school!
Gosh..
I really miss those days.
He is like a brother to me.
GOSH!
Emotional already.
Find someday when i am older to find him out for a drink or something.
Nows not the time..
Then back home,
Blah blah blah.
Walk with my dad to loyang point for dinner.
Super looong chats,
And no doubt he is the one that can truely judge a person.
Moral: Dont demand.

I realised why i felt something missing after being in poly for sometime.
Reason: Myself.
I found the reason why i felt different from sec and poly.
Reason: Not Myself.
I lost track of what i aim to be, how i treat people and etc.
Or basically: My Law in Life
Now i am following the crowd then to follow who i am.
Now Complained, confused and question about what others do.
I guess i should do what i think its right;
As long as i fulfilled my task,
I should not mind what response i get.
I love you,
You hate me,
At least i love you.

I can lose the whole world,
Just hope i dont lose myself.

黒い感情抑えられず~
正義とすり替えてた~
Get myself back again~

*WARNING:What you are about to read is real, NO DREAM*
Kekekeke!
Woke up early to study,
Suddenly got stomache which i suspect because i drank the expire-today fresh milk, but i controlled,
The sky turned dark,
I was waiting for it to rain,
But it didnt,
And my stomach hurts,
So just go for some business,
After pooting,
It rains!
Gosh,
Imagine the sky works like your body,
Stomache = dark clouds
Poots = Rain
Ooooooh well,
Then went to school,
Had the stuuuupid retail ica,
Then off for lunch,
Found that "L" and i are the same ...
Then BLAH BLAH BLAH!
Off to mrt with grace and shuns,
Shuns and i alighted at bishan,
Bought the tickets,
Off to chill at coffee bean,
GOSH,
WE GOT NOTHING TO CHAT ALREADY!
Chat too much already!
Oh well,
Managed to survive till 5pm with some crapss.
Off for..
*JUN JUN*
INCEPTION~

*JUN JUN*
IT ISSSS SUPEEEEEEEEEEEEERB!
GOSH!
HAOOO KANN DAOOOOOOO~~~
I was waiting for what Channs said to be scary,
But it seems like i didnt get what she felt scared about.
However..
I GOT SHOCKED TWICE!
First was just the sound effect,
And gosh,
I jerked (and apparently SOME fellow saw!)
Then i looked around and the girls beside me,
Opps, Seems like no one got shocked.
Super embarassed.
Second was the train on the road,
BOOOOOOOOOOOOM!
Scared-ed me!
Then i thought Chann's part will be next,
So i prepared myself,
Whenever the film became quiet,
I just want to look away.
HAHAHAHAHA!
But the show is....!

Heres a parody for easy understanding.

Key terms:
Its about entering dreams to extract info.
In normal dreams, you die you wake up.
In sedatives & multiple dreams, you die in dream and end up in limbo.
To know whether you are in a dream or not, Spin a top:
Keeps spinning = Dreaming (dream)
Stop spinning = Awake (reality)
Kicks = Impact of gravity to force wake the person. (make the sleeping person fall off the chair)
And if doing dreams inside a dream, a person have to stay behind to protect the others' body.
5mins (reality) = 1hr (dream)

Simple example:
Shuns, grace, channs, lorrene and i.
Shuns, grace, channs & lorrene are a team.
Shuns decided to make me learn how to dig my nose which i dont know;[Objective]
Hence trying to plant an idea in me, which i never thought of before.
So they found me,
Drugged me,
And performed inception (having someone to take care of the body in reality).
So all started to dream.
Objectives:
Level 1 - Make chiu know the nose
Level 2 - Make him learn to dig
Level 3 - Make him learn to dispose the "gem".
So there they go,
Find me in the first dream (level 1; grace dream),
They kidnapped me,
Suddenly, my trained subconscious projections (humans)with guns came shooting them.
They escaped, Entered a factory, and told me about nose.
I dont know them, because they were masked.
They decided to escaped, time is running.
Zoooomed (in a van),
All except Grace(left behind) fell asleep into the next level; level 2.
In level 2 (2nd dream; channs dream),
Shuns found me,
Told me that i am in a dream, force me to remember what happened in the level 1 dream and
A bunch of bad guys are trying to stop me from learning how to dig my nose,
And said that he will be protecting me.
Protect protect protect,
He taught me how to dig,
And told me to go to the next level to know the final step of digging nose.
I followed what he said,
Went to sleep,
The rest went to sleep too,
Except channs, left behind to protect the bodies.
In level 3 (lorrene's dream),
This dream's objective is to learn to dispose the "gem".
We reached a secret base, final level to learn how to dispose.
However,
Shun's dead wife sabotage this level, [wife came from his subconscious due to past]
Wife killed me.
Then lorrene kill the wife.
For me, now dead = mission failed.
However, lorrene suggested to enter a level 4 to recuse me.
So shun entered level 4, lorrene protecting the body.
Shuns found me, made me die in level 4 to revive.
I revived, learn the final step to dispose the "gem".
Mission complete.
Now to get back,
All kicks must synchronize.
Level 1 = 1hr
Level 2 = 2hr
Level 3 = 3hr
So for multiple dreams, the second dream effects will increase from the first dream.
So although it is 1hr, 2hrs, 3hrs.
They are like time within time.
2hrs within 1hr, 3hrs within the 2hrs within the 1hr.
1hr>2hr>3hr.
So they got to perform the kick at the same time.
Pooof, all awake up.
Planting an idea in dreams, change a person in reality.
So by planting the idea of how to dig nose,
I will know how to in reality.
Hehehehehehehheheheheeheh!
Super niceeeee~
*JUN JUN*

Special thanks to Chinfang,
Because of you, there is a reduction of the no. of "damn it" i will say after the ica.

The dream is real.

黒い感情抑えられず~
正義とすり替えてた~
Get myself back again~

*WARNING:What you are about to read is real, NO DREAM*
Kekekeke!
Woke up early to study,
Suddenly got stomache which i suspect because i drank the expire-today fresh milk, but i controlled,
The sky turned dark,
I was waiting for it to rain,
But it didnt,
And my stomach hurts,
So just go for some business,
After pooting,
It rains!
Gosh,
Imagine the sky works like your body,
Stomache = dark clouds
Poots = Rain
Ooooooh well,
Then went to school,
Had the stuuuupid retail ica,
Then off for lunch,
Found that "L" and i are the same ...
Then BLAH BLAH BLAH!
Off to mrt with grace and shuns,
Shuns and i alighted at bishan,
Bought the tickets,
Off to chill at coffee bean,
GOSH,
WE GOT NOTHING TO CHAT ALREADY!
Chat too much already!
Oh well,
Managed to survive till 5pm with some crapss.
Off for..
*JUN JUN*
INCEPTION~

*JUN JUN*
IT ISSSS SUPEEEEEEEEEEEEERB!
GOSH!
HAOOO KANN DAOOOOOOO~~~
I was waiting for what Channs said to be scary,
But it seems like i didnt get what she felt scared about.
However..
I GOT SHOCKED TWICE!
First was just the sound effect,
And gosh,
I jerked (and apparently SOME fellow saw!)
Then i looked around and the girls beside me,
Opps, Seems like no one got shocked.
Super embarassed.
Second was the train on the road,
BOOOOOOOOOOOOM!
Scared-ed me!
Then i thought Chann's part will be next,
So i prepared myself,
Whenever the film became quiet,
I just want to look away.
HAHAHAHAHA!
But the show is....!

Heres a parody for easy understanding.

Key terms:
Its about entering dreams to extract info.
In normal dreams, you die you wake up.
In sedatives & multiple dreams, you die in dream and end up in limbo.
To know whether you are in a dream or not, Spin a top:
Keeps spinning = Dreaming (dream)
Stop spinning = Awake (reality)
Kicks = Impact of gravity to force wake the person. (make the sleeping person fall off the chair)
And if doing dreams inside a dream, a person have to stay behind to protect the others' body.
5mins (reality) = 1hr (dream)

Simple example:
Shuns, grace, channs, lorrene and i.
Shuns, grace, channs & lorrene are a team.
Shuns decided to make me learn how to dig my nose which i dont know;[Objective]
Hence trying to plant an idea in me, which i never thought of before.
So they found me,
Drugged me,
And performed inception (having someone to take care of the body in reality).
So all started to dream.
Objectives:
Level 1 - Make chiu know the nose
Level 2 - Make him learn to dig
Level 3 - Make him learn to dispose the "gem".
So there they go,
Find me in the first dream (level 1; grace dream),
They kidnapped me,
Suddenly, my trained subconscious projections (humans)with guns came shooting them.
They escaped, Entered a factory, and told me about nose.
I dont know them, because they were masked.
They decided to escaped, time is running.
Zoooomed (in a van),
All except Grace(left behind) fell asleep into the next level; level 2.
In level 2 (2nd dream; channs dream),
Shuns found me,
Told me that i am in a dream, force me to remember what happened in the level 1 dream and
A bunch of bad guys are trying to stop me from learning how to dig my nose,
And said that he will be protecting me.
Protect protect protect,
He taught me how to dig,
And told me to go to the next level to know the final step of digging nose.
I followed what he said,
Went to sleep,
The rest went to sleep too,
Except channs, left behind to protect the bodies.
In level 3 (lorrene's dream),
This dream's objective is to learn to dispose the "gem".
We reached a secret base, final level to learn how to dispose.
However,
Shun's dead wife sabotage this level, [wife came from his subconscious due to past]
Wife killed me.
Then lorrene kill the wife.
For me, now dead = mission failed.
However, lorrene suggested to enter a level 4 to recuse me.
So shun entered level 4, lorrene protecting the body.
Shuns found me, made me die in level 4 to revive.
I revived, learn the final step to dispose the "gem".
Mission complete.
Now to get back,
All kicks must synchronize.
Level 1 = 1hr
Level 2 = 2hr
Level 3 = 3hr
So for multiple dreams, the second dream effects will increase from the first dream.
So although it is 1hr, 2hrs, 3hrs.
They are like time within time.
2hrs within 1hr, 3hrs within the 2hrs within the 1hr.
1hr>2hr>3hr.
So they got to perform the kick at the same time.
Pooof, all awake up.
Planting an idea in dreams, change a person in reality.
So by planting the idea of how to dig nose,
I will know how to in reality.
Hehehehehehehheheheheeheh!
Super niceeeee~
*JUN JUN*

Special thanks to Chinfang,
Because of you, there is a reduction of the no. of "damn it" i will say after the ica.

The dream is real.

Just Saying Hello!

Hello all! I know, I know, it's been awhile since I've written anything...May to be exact. Well the snow has long gone and the temps have been in the upper 90's. I hear rumors that it may hit the century mark on Tuesday. I have lived in three states. Michigan for most of my life, ten or so years in North Carolina and two in Minnesota. I can honestly say that the most humid and muggiest state is Michigan followed by the Land of 10.000 Lakes. North Carolina really has nothing on either of them for humidity. Now Colorado is fairly dry as far as humidity goes, and that makes dealing with triple digit temps a tad easier to deal with.

OK I find that I am rambling on here, so I'll wind this up. I just wanted you to know I am thinking of you and I promise to write more in the future. I will finish by sharing an old Stephen Foster song performed by Eastmountainsouth that I heard on the radio on the way to Denver this morning. I love the vocal harmonies. Hope you will too!

I send you all love.

Frank

Just Saying Hello!

Hello all! I know, I know, it's been awhile since I've written anything...May to be exact. Well the snow has long gone and the temps have been in the upper 90's. I hear rumors that it may hit the century mark on Tuesday. I have lived in three states. Michigan for most of my life, ten or so years in North Carolina and two in Minnesota. I can honestly say that the most humid and muggiest state is Michigan followed by the Land of 10.000 Lakes. North Carolina really has nothing on either of them for humidity. Now Colorado is fairly dry as far as humidity goes, and that makes dealing with triple digit temps a tad easier to deal with.

OK I find that I am rambling on here, so I'll wind this up. I just wanted you to know I am thinking of you and I promise to write more in the future. I will finish by sharing an old Stephen Foster song performed by Eastmountainsouth that I heard on the radio on the way to Denver this morning. I love the vocal harmonies. Hope you will too!

I send you all love.

Frank

꺼져 줄게 잘 살아 ~
똑바로 얘기해 ~

ICTS Test.
Still alright.
Had chats,
Then off home.
Then saw ayu boarding the bus at pasir ris,
She said she was urgent!
So she alighted just now.
Chat quite abit, i alighted.
Had my dinner,
Suddenly my mum said..
They are buying a resting place for their ashes now as got discount for 2 person,
They scared next time i got no money to afford,
Now got discount and the place is nice.
Gosh,
My heart was going to tear to pieces.
Long chat with shuns, and still chatting.


When death is a gift to people,
The Ultimate Slumber.
But only when you live your life to the fullest,
You shall then worth obtaining this gift.